Who was Jaxon?
Jaxon Kent Logan. Who am I? Well there are several obvious things about who I am, such as; I am the youngest of four children. I have two dogs, two birds and a cat named frosty. I have lived in Palmer all of my life - even being born at Valley Hospital. Now, these are the boring facts, but who really cares, I want to tell you who I really am.
First of all, let me share what I like. I started skating at age four around our family ice rink, holding onto the back of a chair. That was the beginning of a love affair with hockey. I have been skating for over 12 years and have played hockey for 9 years. I love the sport because it requires coordination, skill and discipline. It has been a family tradition starting with my dad playing hockey in school, followed by my older brother Dustin playing for Palmer High School and now I trail in their footsteps. I started snowboarding three years ago. I love being outdoors and I love the snow. It is my source of entertainment, which brings me to my favorite activity - snowmobiling. If I am not going 100 miles an hour then I am just not happy. I spend a lot of winter days on my sled. It is a time to be with friends and with my family. It is also a time to be alone. I can get on my sled and just go. I can forget any troubles I may be having. It is my way of releasing stress. Even during the summer months, I can be found sitting on my snow machine dreaming of the winter days past and those to come. In the land of the midnight sun, I fill the long days with fishing and hunting. I started fishing when I was old enough of hold a pole. My dad would strap me to the back of the truck and I would fish with him until I caught my limit. To this day, my dad and I are still great at getting up at 4:00am to slay the Silvers.
I am glad I live in Alaska; it gives me the chance to have fun things to do because one thing I do not like is to be bored. I like being busy. I hate the feeling of not having something to do. It gives me a feeling of being worthless. I wonder why I am sitting at home when all my friends are out having fun. I like to be involved and doing something worthwhile. I also do not like zucchini. No matter how my mom tries to disguise it, zucchini bread, zucchini soup, zucchini in stir fry, it all tastes the same - like zucchini. And I do not like zucchini - any way!
So far I have shared what I like and what I do not like. However, to find out who I really am, one would have to understand my beliefs, because my life to this point has been strongly shaped by those principles. I believe it is important to stand for something. The standards I have chosen to follow give me a guideline for my life. I have decided to stay away from drugs or drinking alcohol. I want to be honest when dealing with other people. I think it is important to be kind and to treat other with respect, especially with girls. A lot of my friends, who are girls, appreciate the way I treat them. I don't say inappropriate comments to get a laugh from my buddies. I would rather have the respect from the girls anyway. I even open the car door for my mom. I believe in the principles of strong families and good marriages. These lessons were taught to me by my parents. I also believe that it is important to have a spiritual side. My parents taught me about prayer and religion. Through my own personal study and prayer I have come to find out the truth of these things for myself. The things I have learned will be the foundation for the rest of my life and my family's life to come.
My likes and dislikes an my beliefs and behaviors have created me. I am Jaxon Kent Logan.
Written by Jaxon - 2002
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Ronna OlsenJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Jaxon is my Nephew
Sure do miss you Jaxon and think of you all the time. Five years since you left us and it seems a lifetime. Memories of you make me smile, I am still taking good care of your sea shell's.
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jayme GuecoJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Cousin
I just want to share one of my favorite memories with Jaxon. Most of you probably know that we come from a large, very close family.Even though Jaxon and I were several years apart both of our families grew up together. whether it was fishing, hunting, ice skating and sledding in his back yard, the Fugate's and the Logan's were always close. The last family reunion that we had with Jaxon was held in Utah. Not to surprisingly, My husband Chad, Chauri, Jaxon and I got to share a tent outside of Grandpa's house. There was this one night that the four of us just had the giggles. Everything was funny no matter what was said or done. Jaxon had this blue "mummy" sleeping bag that he was sleeping in. He thought that he was being pretty clever and decided to sintch the string to the opening tied until just his eyes and big smile showed through. He looked like and Alaskan worm. I just remember all four of us laughing so hard that our stomaches just ached, while people outside the city of tents would yell at us for being to loud. It was such a great time. We took pictures of it as blackmail. Hahha. I have many more memories with Jaxon and those memories are what make me smile a lot of the time. He will always be missed and he was truly loved by me.
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RachelJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
Just wanted to say hello today! Love you Jaxon!
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SaraJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
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Jax, You will forever remain in my mind and heart. As you know, things here are good. It's always interesting what life holds for us, sometimes catching us by suprise.
Love you bunches, thanks for everything.
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TaraJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
Hi jax just thinking of you and your smile. Sure love and miss you. You should see your little nephew Briggs he has your smile, but I am sure you already knew that. miss you xoxoxo
tara
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John LoganJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
He's my cousin
Love you, man. I know I'll see you again.
: )
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MichaelJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Dad
Thinking of you. All is well here.
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CortneyJanuary 21, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Sis
Love you buddy. XO
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RachieJanuary 15, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
Wow, has it seriously been that long! I was just browsing the BYU Hockey website and saw they still had info about Jaxon on there, I will be wearing a number 11 this up coming Jan 21 and want to tell his family and other friends hello! Remember to always give 110% in everything you do, Jaxon did and was a great example of how to love and live life to the fullest!
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JacobJanuary 12, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
brother
love ya
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LauraJanuary 10, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Aunt
It's cold here Jax. Went to the Ice Dogs vs. Avalanche games this weekend. You were so on my mind. I love watching the boys skate. Kelsey's just about ready to put in his mission papers. Thanks for the help.
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ChauriJanuary 2, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
Sister
Love you lil bro...
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DarcyJanuary 1, 2010
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Another year, but time is probably insignificant to you. We had the Bohman's over for dinner, and afterwards, they all sang. As I sat and listened, I could imagine you being right there with them. It was so good to see Tylan. I hope you can stay close to him. Brett and Jenny Willardson were home for Christmas and their baby is so cute. It was neat to watch Brett with his little boy. I thought of you and how much you love little kids.....and the thought came.....what if you were still with us...what would your life be like? Now I just wonder what you life is like right now. I do know you are happy...I sense that, which does my heart good. Happy New Year son. Love mom
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SaraDecember 31, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
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Hey Jax, I've been thinking of you and all the Logan Clan during this Christmas season, especially when I picked out a new nativity!! Christmas decorations always remind me of your Mom... and therefore you. Rock on, Buddy. Thanks for everything!
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CortneyDecember 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Sis
Hey Jax, It's Daddy's birthday today. Anytime there is a family event, I think about us all being together. We had a lot of fun over Thanksgiving - but I always feel that void, knowing you aren't physically with us. I was able to be with Momma, Daddy, Dustin, Melinda and the kids a couple weeks ago for Heathers wedding. Today, Daddy's birthday, I wish we could all be together. I love you buddy. I miss you. I hope your Christmas was as peaceful as ours was. xo
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sydneyDecember 25, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
friens
Hey Jax,
I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and your family on Christmas. I love you!
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LauraDecember 12, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
aunt
Hey Jax, You'll be meeting a friend of ours. Give her a hug and tell her we love her. Share our Heavenly Fathers love for her also. Amber and the boys sure miss you. Thanks for all of your great examples and encouragement that you gave us.
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LisaDecember 7, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
Thinking of you Jax.....thinking of you.
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DarcyDecember 6, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
First - thanks Dustin for the spelling correction - I must have been tired that night....I am sure Jaxon laughed. And my son...I sure miss you. I always think about you more at Christmas, as it was the last time we were all together. There are still tears, which I am sure will last a life time. There is peace with the tears. Hope your Christmas season is wonderful. It is what brings peace to the rest of life. I love you son...both of my sons and my beautiful daughters and all of my wonderful grandchildren. You are all my greatest joy - including Michael - the love of my life. Merry Christmas. Love to you all. Darcy
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jacobNovember 11, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
brother
hey man i was think about you today i sure do miss you. love ya man, so at my wedding, i saw cortney walking across the room and man yall look so much alike it was like i almost saw you there i miss ya man
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DustinNovember 11, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Big Bro
Hey Jax, I just was thinking about BYU Hockey and thought that I would come and check on the site. It's still here. We told the rest of the family so I thought that I should tell you too. You are going to be an uncle again. Our little family is really starting to grow. We are going to wait to tell everyone once Melinda gets a little farther along. (So if someone is reading this you have to pretend you didn't just read this.) Anyway, we are really excited. I am a bit nervous since Melinda had a miscarriage with the last one, but feel good about it. It's snowing today - very peaceful. Well that's about it. Oh - and mom it's spelled puck not puke. That would be gross.
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SaraNovember 9, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
Hey Jax, just wanted to say hi. I see you are in the hearts of many lately, as always. You have touched many of us.... Love you lots, rock on!
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Billy RoseOctober 31, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
family
Hey AJ... man I miss you... not a day goes by when you aren't in my thoughts... thank you for all the hugs... you are always there when I need them most. I was in my picture album not too long ago and there we were newborns sitting on a couch, easter egg hunting, x-mas parties, halloweens, 8th grade promotion, prom, fishing and I could go on for days... I can't wait for all the good times to come! Until that day keep doing what you do best... bless the lives of others! I love you!
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DarcyOctober 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hey Jax ~ I gathered all of your turtles at the cemetary and brought them home for the winter. Then in the spring - I will bring them back. I love visiting there during all of the seasons. In the winter I love the peacefulness of the white snow, the spring for the newness of the plants, the summer for the beautiful flowers and the fall for the change of colors. And most of all for the hope that some day there will be a resurrection and we will be all together again. And until then, I will continue to care of your special spot. I send you a big hug and kiss. Love your mom
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JacobOctober 19, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
brother
hey jax so last night i had this dream for like for like hours that we were hanging out. it was nice. i love ya bro ROCK ON!!!
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DarcyOctober 17, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Tonight I went with Xander to his hockey class. He is learning how to skate. He looked so cute with his little skates and hockey stick. Hockey is already in his blood. It brought back so memories watching you and Dustin when you were little guys - learning how to skate. I remember watching you push the little chair around our backyard ice skating rink - at about the same age. I stopped at your memorial glass case that hangs in the Palmer rink and looked at your pictures, your story, hockey pukes, your jersey. It is such a wonderful tribute to you. Little Jacob (Jacob Jaxon Logan) came running up behind me. He said, "grandma, is that Uncle Jaxon's hockey puke?" He knew exactly who you were. It was kind of emotional for me. I felt a sense of loss in my heart - just for a moment. I am so grateful you were in our lives. Sleep good, work hard, and know we love you. Love and kisses - mom
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DarcyOctober 9, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hey Jaxon - just wanted to see your pictures before I went to bed tonight. You are still just as handsome and cute as ever. I loved the way you could always make me laugh....even if I wanted to be upset with you. I miss that dang cute smile. I miss you. I wish at times you could be here with us or we could be there with you...just for a moment. It is about time to bring all your turtles home from the cemetary for the winter. Your spot is beautiful during the summer with all the flowers and your turtle collection, and then in the winter it is so peaceful with the blanket of snow. I always feel at peace when I go there. I know you are not there, but I somehow feel you are with me when I sit on your bench and look at your special place. I don't know if you are aware of what I write, but it gives me a place to write my feelings and thoughts for the day. I love you son. Good night. Love mom
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jacobOctober 9, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
brother
love ya buddy rock on
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DarcySeptember 17, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Juat thinking about you tonight son and want you to know that I love and miss you. I so often wonder what you are doing. I wish I could see you for a moment. I guess that is why I love having your pictures all around the house or little turtles tucked here or there that remind me of you. It just seems to keep you close. I continue to learn more about this life, our purpose, and are destination. It becomes more and more important to me to have my life reflect a good heart....just like yours. I loveyou. I send you a big hug and kiss. Good night Jax. Love mom
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JeffSeptember 2, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Brother
Hey buddy. I made some subtle changes to the site tonight. Can't let your site go out of style!
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BrittanyAugust 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
I was going through all my stuff and found a video of all of us from BYU! It was great to see you. I miss you so much! Love you
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DarcyAugust 27, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hi Jax-Man, you are an uncle again - Chauri delivered a month early. It was pretty scary for several hours because she had extremely high blood pressure and she and the baby were in danger. I am so grateful all went well - and little Briggs Ryan was born - 5 lbs and 11 oz. So, you have another little nephew to watch over. He will know his uncle Jaxon - just like all the rest of them. Sure love you son. Enjoy heaven. Love mom
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MichaelAugust 19, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Father
Jax, I got a call from Kelsy this morning letting me know how good fishing at Jim Creek was. I thought of all the mornings we went together to slay the Silvers. Fishing has been good this summer, Dustin however continues to out fish this Old Guy, but I still have fun. How is fishing in Paradise? Save me a spot for when I get there. Dad
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taraAugust 3, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
friend/sister
HI Jax,
Just wanted to tell you hi and how much I love and miss you. I was over at your parent's house the other day and I couldn't help but see your face. It seems like yesterday when me and your sister were pestering you and you were ripping up a tissue box:) I will never forget that. Love you so much Jaxon and think about you all the time.
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MaryJuly 26, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Kenny's mom
Jaxon, I was wondering if you could help Kenny find his way. He is so lost and needs help. I think about you and your family often.
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Darcy July 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Thank you for the sweet message. Jax was my nickname for our Jaxon - so they have a lot in common. We would love for your son to wear number 11 in remembrance another great young man - named Jaxon. Thanks for taking the time to write. It really means a lot. I just thought I would take a few minutes and look at his website before going to bed - just because I was missing him tonight, and found your message. It touches my heart that his influence is still felt. May your Jaxon bring as much joy to your life, as our Jaxon brings to ours. Darcy
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...July 15, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
I did not know Jaxon
Let me first say that I am very sorry for your loss. I did not know Jaxon or about his passing until I saw it on the internet. It stuck out to me b/c I have a 16 month named Jaxon who constantly plays hockey in the living room (as much as a 16 month old can I guess). I played for about 12 years with 3 years in college until I tore up my knee. Jax seems to inherited my love for the game. He is constantly bringing me one of the sticks so that he and I can play together. He scored his first "goal" last week when he swung at the ball and somehow managed to peg it top shelf in the right corner of the little goal that we have set up - I've never had a prouder moment. I know it's at least a couple of years out until my Jax begins actually playing but when he does, if it is ok with you, I would like him to wear number 11 out of respect for who your son was and continues to be in heaven.
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SaraJuly 9, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
The sunrise was GORGEOUS this morning, don't you think? I love driving to work early in the morning and feeling like the world is still calm and quiet, it is that special time when I feel like it's just us. Until morning... Thanks for everything.
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SaraMay 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
Hey Jax, Thanks for the song... It always brings a smile to my face. Love you tons, Buddy. Thanks for everything.
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ChauriMay 14, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
sister
Happy Birthday Jax. Hope you are having a wonderful day. You have been on my mind a lot lately. Have fun with our little guy until he comes to see us. We love you.
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Darcy LoganMay 14, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mon
Hey my wonderful son ~ Happy birthday. The sun is out, the trees are green and it is a beautiful day. I am going to take your turtles back to your garden for the summer. You have a couple of new ones from some special friends. Yesterday, I presented the Jaxon Kent Logan scholarship to a young man named Garrett Stortz. He is a hockey player too and a wonderful young man who is kind and caring. It felt so good to talk a little about you and to share who you are. Thanks son for 23 wonderful years of memories that keep coming. Happy Birthday. Love Mom
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CortneyMay 14, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
sister
Happy Birthday Jax. I'll be thinking about you today. I think I might even make you a birthday cake. I know everyone at work will appreciate it! Kennedy is home now and doing much better. It was pretty scary there for a while. She was a sick little girl. It crossed my mind many times that you might be there comforting her. I miss you. Happy birthday.
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SaraMay 13, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
Hey Jax, Happy Birthday, Buddy! I know you probably don't count them anymore... but down here it is a date that makes me feel closer to you. I love having our birthdays close together, I've always said that the coolest people were born in May!! :)
Love you Buddy... enjoy yourself, this is "your day" after all.
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DarcyMay 8, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hey Jaxon - if you can help little Kennedy, please by with her while she is sick. Love you. Mom
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DarcyApril 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hey Jax-Man, just thinking about you tonight. It is just about time to plant your flower garden. I always think of you when I think about my gardening - you didn't like to do it, but you always enjoyed the results. I keep collecting turtles. Adi brought over a new one for your collection. You would really like this one. I know she misses you. It showed in her eyes. Your friends love you Jaxon. You have had such a wonderful influence on so many. It touches me to see their love for you...and for us. And as you know - Jacob is engaged to a wonderful young woman - Lisa. I am so happy he has found someone - and I am sure you are too. Well Jax - I love you. Good night son. Love mom
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SaraApril 10, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
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Hey Jax, just wanted to say hi. I hope you are having as much fun where you are as we are here. Life is always full of ups and downs, hopefully more ups. Thanks for everything...
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sydneyApril 2, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
highschool friend...
wow..jax..It has been some time now but I think of you and that warm and pure smile so often. I just wanted to let you know what an impact you had on me...there are few people that you meet in this world that make you want to be a better person and I can honestly say whenever I was around you I wanted to better myself. I love you
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ChauriMarch 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Sister
Hey there...well I guess it is ok to let the world know now that Ryan and I are expecting. Take good care of this little one up there. Tell it lots of good stories about Ryan and I! We love and miss you Jax and think about you often. I wish you were here to meet Ryan. You guys would have gotten along so well. He could really use a snow maching buddy. Love and miss you. xoxo
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Terri BakerMarch 10, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
I know Jaxon parents.
I enjoy coming and reading the messages people leave for Jaxon, especially Darcy and Mikes, I hope they will help me deal with my loss also. They are so positive and remind me that we will be together someday sooner than we know.
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MollyJo February 27, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
sister in-law
Hey Jaxon, just thinking of you. We all realy miss you. everything is going great, school is amazing. Just checking in to say hi. Love ya, Rock on! :)
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Jeff SmithFebruary 18, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
I didn't know your Jaxon
My name is Jeff Smith I am a father of 5 children.I am also a Husband.My wife and I were lucky enough to have our 5th child 03-04-05,We named him Jaxon Dennis Smith.
We actually couldn't come up with a name for our son and my then 5 yr. old son said I want to name him Jaxon and it stuck.
Jaxon used to be the name of his "imaginary friend".
We decided to spell it with an xon as to be different than any other spelling and we thought it was pretty original. so to find out that someone else thought of it as well pleases me.
We are extremely blessed and proud of our children.We want to express our deepest sympathy's for jaxon's family.
It seems like Jaxon has touched alot of people's life and was a very good son.
May God bless you,and have a great day,
Jeff & Angela Smith
Cadillac, Michigan
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darcyFebruary 15, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hey Jaxon - just thinking about you and missing you. I love to come here and look at your pictures, read your "Who am I," and just think about my boy. I know you are doing fine - probably better than fine....but just sometimes, I wish you were still here. I guess tonight is one of those times. Love mom
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BrittanyFebruary 7, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
As i prepare for my talk tomorrow on charity, you continually come to mind. As i read through scriptures and talks, i am reminded of your charitable character and the way you just exude kindness and love. I love you
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MichaelFebruary 6, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Dad
Well son, tonight we are attending a BYU/Northern Colorado hockey game in Greeley. We will take your spirit with us. I hope BYU can repeat the final score of your last game. You will be with us as we root for the visiting BYU players. Kenny and his soon to be bride, Amanda will be there with us. They attended a NHL game at the Pepsi Center with us last night as we watched the AVS beat Dallas 3 to 2. We still love hockey as we know you do. I look forward to the day we can be together again.
Dad
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AlinaJanuary 28, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
School
You have been on my mind a lot lately. I miss you tons, you were the bestest buddy anybody could ever ask for. Love you!:)
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CortneyJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Sister
Love you buddy.
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jskeJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
best friend
love ya bro rock on !!!!!
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LisaJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
lots of ways
Jaxon, there are songs that I listen to still today and everyday that will always remind me of you. I think of you and your family so often.
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SaraJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
There are so many things I could say, yet I know that you understand the feelings of my heart. Thanks for everything buddy... Rock on.
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DarcyJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
There will be two days that I will never forget - this one- the day you left and May 14th - the day you arrived. Time goes so quickly, yet, in terms of my heart - it is like yesterday. You are in the minds and hearts of a lot of people today and tremendously missed; yet, we are grateful for lives changed because of your influence. We love you Jaxon. Mom
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MeganJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
Hey Jax,
Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking about you today. Thanks for being a great friend to us the short time that we knew you.
Love,
Nate and Meg
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BrittanyJanuary 21, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Friend
You had and still have such an amazing impact on all of our lives. I love you and miss you.
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maryJanuary 20, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
kenny's mom
Jaxon, you are always in our thoughts, especially today!
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SaraJanuary 17, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
Hey Jax, I've been thinking about you a lot today. I love my job, it gives me the opportunity to take care of great athletes... like yourself. I grow to care for each of them, but when one gets hurt that love seems to grow exponentially - just like it did with you. I think of you often, especially on a day like today. Love you buddy...
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CortneyJanuary 11, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
Big Sister
Hey Jax,
It was fun having the whole family together at Christmas this year, although sitting between Dustin and Chauri on the couch I did feel that void that Mom had mentioned. I can't think of a time when the 3 of us have stood together for a picture that I don't look around to see who is missing. I can't wait for the day when we can all be back together again. I love you!
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Darcy LoganJanuary 6, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Thanks April for your comments - you captured the love of hockey that both Jaxon and Josh shared. I think of your family also. I remember when we received the news about Josh's accident. I remember crying because I felt so sad for your family. Now both families share a common bond - boys and hockey. Thanks again. Darcy
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April Fuchs-SmithJanuary 5, 2009
How did you know Jaxon?
...
I wrote this in memory of my little brother Josh Fuchs, who also played hockey at Palmer High. It seems like Josh & Jaxon shared the same love of hockey, and zest for life. We think of your family often.
All I Ever Needed to Know -
I Learned Playing Hockey.
It is good to start the day doing something you love.
To take your best shot, keep your eyes on the goal.
You can get ahead even when you are short-handed.
Team leaders are chosen, not appointed.
Get too far ahead of yourself, and you will be caught offsides.
Mismatched socks build character.
It takes losing a few to appreciate winning.
Girls can play too.
Nobody wins a championship on their own.
Playing dirty only leads to a locked box.
Those who love you are your most loyal (and loudest) fans.
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Darcy LoganDecember 30, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Hey Jaxon - You are thought of often ~ I still feel the heart strings a little pulled when I have all of my children around me and feel a definite void where you would be standing. Some how though I know your brother and sisters always think about you standing there with them. I think we all feel your presence in those special moments. Your legacy continues. Hope your Christmas day was wonderful. Because of that wonderful birth of the Savior ~ we have hope that we will be together again. I know it is true. Merry Christmas Jaxon. Love mom
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SaraDecember 29, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
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I'm sure you laughed with us today as we trudged out through the snow in our skirts to come give you kisses. I love being up here, being around your wonderful family and feeling all the love that ABOUNDS in this home. Your presence is strong here. Know that you are loved and thought about often... Thanks for everything.
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jacobDecember 19, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
bro
i remember you walking into my house un announced 4 years ago. you had just got home for christmas. you had cortney drop you off at my place on your way home from the airport. i took you home were you mom had just decorated the whole house. you looked at me and gave me a little push and i returned the favor. we proceeded to wrestle thoughout the house knocking stuff over. all over the house. then spending a good amount of time fixing everything so it looked like nothing happeneds. remember the good times love ya bro
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DarcyDecember 14, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Everyone is coming home for Christmas. I remember 4 years ago - when you were all coming home. Your dad and I spent hours and days remodeling the downstairs, so it would be ready. I put little Christmas trees in every room. I remember you told me that I had a Christmas addiction, but you were glad I did, because you liked how the house looked at Christmas. It is hard to do any of this, without thinking of you son - sometimes it comes with a smile and sometimes with tears. I listened to a song written by Hilary Weeks that so much captured my thoughts and feelings. I would like to share the words because maybe someone else reading this will feel the same way.
"I believe that everything happens for reason,
We're not just tossed by the wind or left in the hands of fare
But sometimes life sends a storm that's unexpected,
And we're forced to face our deepest pain,
When I feel the heartache begin to pull me under,
I dig my heels in deep and I fight to keep my ground
Still at times the hurt inside grows stronger,
And there's nothing I can do but let it out....
Just let me cry
I know it's hard to see
But the pain I feel
Isn't going away today
Just let me cry
Till every tear has fallen
Don't ask when and don't ask why
Just let me cry
When I agreed that God could put this heart inside me,
I understood that there would be a chance that it would break,
But I know He knows exactly how I'm feeling
And I know in time He'll take the pain away
But for now....just let me cry.
I have felt joy the kind that makes my heart want to sing,
And so my tears are not a surrender
I'll feel that way again
But for now,
For this moment,
just let me cry.
I believe that everything happens for a reason.
So son, the tears still come but there is joy also. Thanks for both, because I have learned from each of them. I love you. Mom
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LizDecember 3, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
friend
It's been a while since I've said hi, but I was thinking about you and the fun times we had. I was thinking about the night you made the hockey team and you called me late just to tell me you made the team. Well I miss you. Love ya, Liz
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SaraDecember 1, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
...
Hey Buddy, just wanted to say hi. I've been thinking about you. Love ya, Sara
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DarcyNovember 27, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
mom
Just thinking of you and so grateful you are my son and I am your mom. Hope your day was wonderful. Love and kisses ~ mom
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sydney marie congdon-sundNovember 27, 2008
How did you know Jaxon?
friend
Happy Thanksgiving buddy! I love you so much..thinkin of you all the time
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